Hmmm, I guess its e end of everything, back to single life after 3 years. Well, I am not used to it, but everything has a new beginning, so I gotta go back to a new start.
Sometimes, things dont go our ways, its either solve it or end it. Who would really wish to end it? I have got no choice. Everything takes time to heal ba.
Pretty upset but life still goes on, and I hope yours does too.
Thinking back of the past, the places we went, the food we ate, the love we shared, the time we've been together, I appreciate your time that you spent with me. Although I dont want the time to end, but things will come to an end no matter what. Humans greed alot, but I will have to stop when its enough.
Guess everything now will be part of our history, which cannot be returned anymore. I thank you for everything that you had tried to give the best that you could, though it wasnt enough, but I appreciate it. Although these 3 years I hadnt been doing much, just helping you when you are in trouble, doing the things that no one could ever do for you, but just hope you would feel happy about it. I never asked for much because of my shitty attitude, but for what I can do I can just give in to you. No one is perfect, but I know you are already the perfect one to me, and you are just someone would still stand in my heart for the time being. You are just someone that I wont forget, because these 3 years meant something for me. I have learnt alot from you.
I am happy that you are someone who can accept the way I am, the way I look, the way I carry my attitude and myself, the way I am always like this. The future cant predict if I were to find someone like you, who can accept e way I am, but I know you were someone who could. This is why I am glad that I had you.
Its normal for me to wonder now, 'What are you doing now', or 'Where had you been', and 'Who are you with now?'. I dont know if it explains something about how I felt, but I guess you might understand how I feel, and I know you will not feel the same, because for all I know, you are a strong person, who doesnt allow sorrows overcome you, who would always carry a smile with you. I dont want you to feel the same, as long as you are happy, that will do.
Its not the hurt and pain I have to endure, its the time that I've left I needed to endure.
I dont know what to say now, but I just wanna let you know I hope you are doing fine now, and I wish you happiness no matter what. I will be there if you need help, like how I used to do.
Time will heal everything, and I will have a new beginning. Patience :)
Monday, November 12, 2007
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